Je Dépars

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

“It is easy to see the beginnings of things, and harder to see the ends.
I can remember now, with a clarity that makes the nerves in the back of my neck constrict, when New York began for me, but I cannot lay my finger upon the moment it ended, can never cut through the ambiguities and second starts and broken resolves to the exact place on the page where the heroine is no longer as optimistic as she once was.”

—Joan Didion, from Slouching Towards Bethlehem

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

This is where I say farewell.
Where I blow a kiss to the sparkling, blinking city lights that create a starry night all on their own.
Wave to the hustle and flow; the life that pulses, steady and indefatigable, through every street and avenue alike.
Bid adieu to the City of New York and watch as it shrinks to a speck in the rearview mirror.

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

Ten weeks flew by faster than I thought possible.
They also trudged along very slowly, slower than I thought possible.
Hindsight makes this paradox possible.
I’m so grateful to have had the opportunity to spend a summer in NYC at a great job, play acting an adult.
But I was ready to come home.

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

Stepping out of the car into the lush greenery was just as refreshing as I had hoped.
The air is so clean and fresh and green smelling here.
The water tastes very different, and will hopefully do good things for my messy mop of hair.
The sounds of night are crickets and birds and rustling leaves, instead of honking and screeching and the steady drone of AC.
It’s very cool in Ithaca right now, which is the cherry on top of leaving the hot, gritty city to come home.
Low humidity with a breeze that elicits just the slightest shiver in the evenings.  Heavenly.

I get to see Gwen, whom I hadn’t seen in what felt like years and what was certainly far too long.
I could not be happier to see my best friend, my soul sister, my forever.
It makes home that much sweeter.
In fact, she is, intractably, a part of my very definition of home.

I finally got to see my pup, too, who is no longer really a pup but a very old, creaky dog but who will always be my puppy.
Again, it had been too long.

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

In case it wasn’t painfully obvious, I’m sharing a giant cookie here today—other than a quick loaf of banana bread, the last thing I baked in New York City.
A skillet cookie, if you will, but it’s made in a cake pan because I didn’t have a skillet and all it really requires is something round.

A buttery, soft cookie dough, heavily spiced with cinnamon and generously studded with dark chocolate chunks is pressed into a round and baked until the center is just barely set and the edges are golden brown.
You can slice it into pretty little cookie bars, or you can scoop some vanilla ice cream over it while it’s hot and go to town with a few friends.
Either way, it’s all the simple pleasures of chocolate chip cookies, just in a more convenient and quick form.
(Seriously, no scooping and freezing? Sign me up.)

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

This would be good with any kind of mix-in, not just chocolate chips and cinnamon.
Take out the aforementioned spice and chips and add in a heaping handful M&Ms for a classic skillet cookie.
Brown the butter, add some rosemary and white chocolate chips for an herby, intriguing twist.
Keep the cinnamon and chips, lose a 1/4 cup of flour and throw in some raisins and a 1/4 cup of oats (if you’re like me and love raisins).  If you do this be sure to include a disclaimer while serving, or there will almost certainly be friends feeling betrayed.

Let your imagination go wild.
It’s just a giant cookie, AKA an endlessly customizable canvas for whatever your particular cravings may be.

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie | La Pêche Fraîche

Giant Cinnamon Chocolate Chip Cookie
adapted from Sally’s Baking Addiction

makes 1 9- or 10-inch cookie
225 grams (1 cup, 8 ounces) butter, soft
100 grams (1/2 cup) sugar
200 grams (1 cup) brown sugar, packed
2 eggs
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
2 teaspoons cinnamon
300 grams (2 1/2 cups) AP flour
1 teaspoon baking soda
3/4 teaspoon kosher salt
1 cup dark chocolate chunks

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
Grease an oven-proof cake pan or skillet.
Cream butter and sugars together for 5 minutes, until pale and fluffy.
Scrape the bowl and add the eggs and vanilla extract and salt.
Beat for 5 more minutes.
Scrape the bowl and add the flour, cinnamon, and baking soda on top.
Slowly stir to incorporate.
When homogeneous, mix vigorously for 30 seconds to ensure homogeneity.
Stir in the chocolate chunks and press the dough into the skillet.
Bake for 45-50 minutes, until set and golden brown (careful not to overbake).
Slice as desired and serve with vanilla ice cream or chocolate ganache.


  1. Eep! I’ve been meaning to make a skillet cookie for a while now and I am SO inspired to make your version Rachel this week. Looks amazing & gorgeous photography as usual. Pinned! Xx

    1. Thalia—this was my first one! I think I discovered that the trick to skillet cookies is to have some friends and ice cream on hand 🙂 Thanks for your kind words xx

  2. Customizable cookies are my fave!!! As are giant cookies as well 🙂

    1. Courtney, I’ve been dreaming of big fat bakery style M&M and peanut butter cookies lately… This can only spell trouble!

  3. This giant chocolate chip cookie looks absolutely perfect. I don’t think you could have chose a more comforting treat to indulge in. I love the height you created here too, and the nice dose of cinnamon. A truly lovely job here <3 Also, I can completely relate to your feeling of leaving NYC – I felt the same exact way. In fact, I remember stepping foot out of the airport in California and just breathing in the fresh air. And then when I sat on my porch when I got home, I just relished the calm and quiet. In fact, the experience made me realize I'm more of a small town girl anyways. I just want to live somewhere surrounded by nature and people who are in no rush to do anything! :p

    1. Beeta, thank you so much for your kind words! There’s really honestly nothing more soothing than nature/fresh air. I always feel revitalized coming home to my small town! xx

  4. I don’t think I’d need any friends to help me polish that off, I want it all to myself! Yum.

    1. Cecily, doubtlessly I could too! But that’s precisely when I needed to give it away 😀

  5. Oh heck yeah giant cookie! This looks perfect although dangerous because I can see myself eating a whole one.

    1. Ruby, it’s got the opposite problem of mini cakes, doesn’t it! Still, that’s a fairly pleasant problem to have xx

  6. Oh my GOODNESS this giant cookie sounds amazing! And I love your twist on the plain ol’ chocolate chip cookie by adding cinnamon. It definitely sounds like a perfect Fall comfort dessert.

    1. Claire, thank you so much! It’s true, there’s no better way to transition to Fall than a gooey, cinnamon-y cookie 🙂

  7. Oh my goodness let me get a glass of milk for this yumminess! I invite you to share at my blog hop ( you can link up until Sat midnight) Hugs!

    1. Katherine, thank you so much for your kind words! Sorry I missed the link up. xx

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